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" Let your past make you better, not bitter. "
I'm Millie,, a 17 year old equine student from a small village just outside of London. I seem to struggle a lot when it comes to talking about and expressing my feelings and emotions. Despite the fact that doing so would benefit me in life and how i cope with situations,, i just cant seem to do it. So i'm going to try starting this blog. About what? No idea! Just about life really,, journeys i might go on and choices i make.....

my relationship update…

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while guys…. I ended things with my boyfriend of 2 years on Thursday:( ┬áthis week has been the most stressful so far with going back to college and now this has just made everything so much worse! me and my ex have had a lot of issues lately and sometimes it all gets too much„ so it got to the point where I just said sort it or i’m done and he didn’t care. I ended things with him and all he said was okay…. he didn’t try and stop me from leaving he didn’t even fight for us and what we had left, he walked away from our 2 year relationship with no emotion like he had barely known me a week, this is what’s really hurting! the fact that he just accepted it! like these past 2 years meant nothing to him and wasn’t worth my time or effort. I truly loved him so much with all my heart and always will have some feelings towards him but from his reaction I now know that finishing things was the right decision, I just cant believe he didn’t care like that’s just disgusting, why does this always happen to me!? :(

I ordered these last week and they arrived this morning! ive never really enjoyed reading or writing much untill i started this blog and now i cant get enough of it and its really lovely getting messages from my followers saying im a good writer and that they like reading my blogs posts. And after i fell in love with the film “if i stay” i found the book a d that it also had a following book called “where she went” i decided to give it a go at reading them and ill love them if they are as good as the film!

I ordered these last week and they arrived this morning! ive never really enjoyed reading or writing much untill i started this blog and now i cant get enough of it and its really lovely getting messages from my followers saying im a good writer and that they like reading my blogs posts. And after i fell in love with the film “if i stay” i found the book a d that it also had a following book called “where she went” i decided to give it a go at reading them and ill love them if they are as good as the film!

how can people just turn their feelings off like nothings happened, like no memories where made, like they were never part of your life?why is it people can walk into your life for months and then one day say they don’t care anymore and leave without a second thought or any emotion shown?

Because i cannot in anyway behave like that. my feelings and emotions and how i express them wouldn’t allow me to betray someone like that. there is no way id be about to turn off how i feel just because of a decision I’ve made in my mind. id rather care too much and hurt myself instead of not caring enough and risk hurting someone else.

be original„ be yourself

Now days way too many people are afraid to be themselves„ to be original. Being original doesn’t mean trying so hard to be different to be something your not! because the truth is that’s what everyone does hardly any one feels comfortable being who they really are so they pretend to be something they aren’t. so really the point is being yourself is original as people are worried of being judged. so by being yourself your already being something no one has been before. so stop thinking about others opinions of you and just think about what makes you happy and feel comfortable!

Hey Millie I'm new to this whole Tumblr thing & I noticed that there are no comments are there? You can't comment in a post someone else's made can you? Just thought I'd ask and I am impressed with your blogs your a very good writer.

Hii„ thankyou lovely! that means a lot that you are impressed with my blog posts because I’ve never seen myself as a good writer but i enjoy it;)

Welcome to tumblr hahaa„ No you cant make comments on others posts, however, when you reblog a post there will be a box underneath where you can write a little something either relating to the image/quote/text or in response to a previous blogger who has written something. Hope this helps you! x